dont worry

this is not a sad post so no worries
haha!


just feel like saying emo stuff for fun
maybe coz i miss her too much
padahal ... she's sleeping! hehe~


just went through the first week of trials
two more to go
i seem to have a slight confidence that i might do good =)


its getting closer till the day
i'm wondering will i like be nervous during that day or just chilling ?
everybody is trying their level best to study hard and well
those who cant will have something else
LOL !!


ok
now the emo part
i was just reading bout my drama post just now
LOL !! missing it again
but we're still close now
even during the midst of exam
i still pay my visits to the counsellor room ... haha !!
but yea
kinda miss those guys alot
well boys will just be boys right?
get over it


and theres this other thing
i kinda have this opinion that when someone avoids me
as in telling or showing me what happen
i take it as i'm not good at keeping secrets
but ... am i ? LOL XD
recently i've developed this kinda feeling towards a friend of mine
yea ... seriously!
but well ... feelings will pass
so dont worry


blog blog die die live live and live again


to those who need comforting
dont worry

"when you have the mindset of taking in whats best
and pushing away whats worst
it could be the best of both world for you"

take a good look at yourself
you dont want anyone else seeing u this way right ?
show them that you could care and not care at the same time
it could even brighten up someone's day


to those who are as confident as you can be
stay that way
coz i got nothing to say ...
haha !! XD


off~

the aftermath

i just found out only 4 drama team members were at school today
=)


well
was quite tired after what happened last nite
lets just say luck wasnt on our side
its already done with and now we can move on with our lives


but
i really miss one thing
i actually peeked at the badminton hall when i was in school just now
its just we've been together so long
it really makes everything last longer


i can hear people say how they hate high school
well
i have a perfectly good reason why i loved mine
coz of u guys
i can still remember how everyone sings kantoi!
how woo says penang! and gets whacking
so much more to miss
but no worries
the bond we had was much more stronger and valuable than penang
or any other school


woosh! woosh! zap! whoa! freakout!
petak! yellow! buff! cut! bear!
razif! chocolate! shimokita! stealing candy!
haha !! gonna miss all these ... gonna miss u guys ...


it was one of the best part of my life! drama rocks!


oyea ... i'm jealous of my dear now ...
but i still miss her so much !! haha !!
love you~ fast fast come online ...
i wanna give u that heart wink !!
wee~

was it wrong to begin with ?

i dunno about the rest of the guys
but i'm kinda relieved that its all over
feeling stressed out the past two weeks
its really been giving me a hard time
all i wanna say now is thanks


thanks to all the lazygang members

we've been through so much all this while
lets not stop here k ?
things like this cant stop us
we started the gang for a reason and let help each other
and make every minute last
no matter its the best or worst
we're still gonna have each other

thanks to everyone who helped us out

u guys could've just said no from the start
but u didnt
and i really wanna thank u guys for helping
i wouldnt even want anyone else

thanks to cik farah
i know u did all your best
dont worry teacher
no matter what happens
the whole club will be behind u

thanks to one third symphony
u guys did great
the only thing that made me pumped up after all that was u guys
thanks for a hell of a great show
i can see that u guys will go far
that original "midnight chatter"
hopefully didnt spell wrongly
it was great
i really wanted to bring my dear out and dance

thanks to my drama mates
sarveen and firdaus
u guys really make me touching la
haha! when they said they did it all for me
i was like "aww... go drama!"
haha! anyways u guys still did ur best and i thank you

lastly is my dear
she has been there for me from the start of this till the end
no whining and she even helped me find for designers
she even helped me do the tickets
she cheered me up when i was sad
she gave me confidence when i was giving up
if it wasnt for this one person
i think i wouldve gave up before this event even started
seeing u smiling all the while and trying to keep the spirit alive
i know shes very tired now
so im gonna give her a big hug and sleep tonight k ?

Fiona Chai Yuan Peng!
I Love You!! hehe ...

its the time of the year again ...
hols ...
i always look forward to it coz of the rest i can get

but so far i've only gotten rest at night
im rushing to tuition these two days
argh! and those lala who sat behind me made me lost focus when faezah said mesti ingat tau
anyways ...
im hoping for a great day of rest tomorrow
just get away from this hectic life

go for a swim ?
stroll in the park ?
where ever god brings me to

then i'll be back to
DRAMA

ST JOHN AMBULANCE
IU DAY

hectic!hectic!hectic!

oyea ...
i know its kinda late but kris allen rocks!
haha !!

i've just finished watching ghost rider
lol !! after all these years missing the last part
now i know how it ended
the horse rider looks much more cooler !!
and the son of the devil kinda sucks
he knows that guy can burn souls and he ask all the souls to come
life is a joke man !! thnx ed~

guess i'm done here
dear~ go the other one ...

of report card day and this random thing i just thought off

okay ...
its so damn sure that blogging hasnt been in my list lately
maybe coz its the hectic life or i'm just lazy
so ...
life's been great if anyone is asking ...


oyea!! just went for report card day yesterday
mr david cant be trustful at times
but not on report card day
bloody cheat me to come so early for nothing
thank god dear came early so chatted awhile
hehe~


err ...
results ? technically its good ...
but those damn chem, phy and sej marks brought me down
i dunno what is it bout chem that makes me kinda hate it now ...
teacher? hahaha !!


so yea ...
i was kinda stoning just now
and this random thought came to my mind
i kinda got inspired by my nephew ... LOL !!
you see ...
wouldnt it suck if ur a baby and ur aware of what human can do ?
but u cant do it ...
its like when ur in a restaurant ...
u see all those succulent and delicious food on the table ...
and u cant eat it ...
dont even get me started on internet ...
yeah! thats what i do when im bored of studying ...


next sat ... 18th april !!
come to st john institution for our family day !!
you guys and girls are gonna love it !!
battle of the band !! horror house*dont recommend it though* !!
dunking booth*interactors taking over* !!
foods and drinks !!
and guys get to meet girls and vice versa ...
so better come ...


last but not least ...
anyone here watches AI ??
dunno why but im kinda liking this seasons candidate ..
adam lambert*great range, vocals and killing all the high notes there is*
danny gokey*dont really like this guy but has great vocals too*
kris allen*good looking and he has this james morrison kinda tone*
matt giraud*he has this great combo of JT, the fray and robin thicke voice*
allison iraheta*16 and has a great rock/sexy voice ... gotta love it*


before i bid goodbye ..
just wanna say happy 2 months 3 weeks and 6 days anniversary to my dear !!
it doesnt kill anyone to tell his loved one how long they've been loving each other rite ?
dear~ ai ni duo duo !!
haha !! yaya ... my chinese suck !!
anyways i just wanna tell my dear how much i love her and how much she means to me !!
hi jayden & eden ...

phew~

just realized that i still have to blog ...
now my checklist is done ...
thanks to my dear for reminding me to blog ...
love you much XD


well ... its not that i dont wanna blog ...
its just that i feel reluctant to do so cause my school work is piling up ...
and cut out the rest so i dont really have much time rite ??
wee~ 100 post gonna come out soon ...
LOL !!


oyea !! guys ... and girls ...
edward has a blog ...
yaya !! edward hiew ...
help me find for his blog ...
that guy dont wanna tell ...
damn him rite ??
hehe ... people who knows about his blog please tell ...


aiya~
i also dunno what should i blog about ...
blogging is kinda like addmaths ...
dont u think so ??
its like u plan to blog about something and when ur in front of the comp ...
everything just goes blank !!
funny thought huh ??


anyways ...
5N still rocks !!
lazygang is still alive ...
im still living ...
and i love my dear~
hehe ...

its always sad to hear something like this

yes ...
i made two post coz this post is specially dedicated to my friend ...

whom im sure is in heaven now ...
i felt a sudden griefness when i heard about what happen ...

dear friend ...

you were always so caring as a daughter ...
a sister ...
and a friend ...

when we used to hang around last time ...
u were always caring for us ...
maybe its coz ur just doing a job as a sister ...
but u have always done it in the most caring way ...


the drink i had today were too sour thinking of what happened to you ...


i hope your family will be blessed with every blessing there ever is ...
and i hope you rest in peace~